Depression
Wednesday, May 28, 2008

I got 5th in class.

Average of 69.8.

Many people have praised me.

But i dont feel any satisfaction from these results.

I don't know why.

Examinations dont feel very meaningful.

And some subjects can't even be utilized at all in real life.

Reality is totally different from schoolwork and papers.

So what if you are 1st in class but no one talks to you, no one pays attention to you, and you feel all alone, with no guidence or help or whatsoever.

Its no use.

Singapore's like that.

Study is priority first.

But we have to see beyond this shaded veil.

Whats the point of studying so hard when it cant be used at all.

They should make us study more useful subjects.

Like coping with insults from others.

We continue to engulf and overwhelm over brain with theories and formulas while children are out there dying of AIDS, earthquakes happening at unpredicted times, tornadoes forming out of nowhere, and dead bodies stuck in cryogenic ice chambers for maybe a few hundred years.

And after so long, death is still decapicitating the souls of innocent ones.

Millions of years after, humans are still awestruck at this most deadly enemy.

The most obvious one.

And the most unavoidable one.

Still,despite technological advancements and medical miracles, terminal diseases still swarm over thousands of people, setting a countdown in their bodies.

Help is needed here.

And all we are doing is writing on deforested homes of many different lifeforms.

Most intelligent organisms, but most unhelpful and inhuman.

Destroy, Disaccate, Dismember.

Quattad.

the blogger

i'm just your typical forteen year old boy. adolescent, dealing with growing pains just as any other normal human teenager would. except what sets me apart is that i go by the name of glen and i am the supposed owner of this forsaken web page. i'm odd in the way that i have very frequent moodswings and i argue a lot with everyone - including my best friend, who's well, pretty much non-existant. so i guess i'm your typical, not-so-typical guy.
i'm just who i am. metro, a SNAG and the oh-so-annoying bitch. lazy, cranky, irritable and irritating in every way. just living out my life as normal as i possibly can. with friends that can hurt me to the core and enemies that surprise me. it's no wonder i keep this blog.

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